help i am in hell except my body is the host of hell
i am collapsing in this void of sound. no one can see it but my skin is breaking apart.
who would have ever thought that a quiet room hurts?
i’m trapped inside of the never-ending spin inside of my skull
a year of red and blue behind my eye lids

The World Spins- Julee Cruise
This song still haunts me.
so heavy a year later








